Tag: hide

I Need You GirlĀ 

I Need You GirlĀ 

Wish I could communicate

To you my dear friend

How in this moment

I want my life to end

I think you always wonder

With goodness all around

How this ungrateful girl

Is in sadness bound

I’m terrified to my core

To you on this complain

I think you are tired of

Me talking about my pain

I’m trying to be brave

And hold this inside

All my broken pieces

From you I try to hide

I just want you to hold me

Tell me what I need to hear

And not be mad when I say

To go to the shrink I fear

I try to get up everyday

And fight with all I got

But everyday I collapse

It can start with a thought

Or just a feeling inside

That I cannot breathe

Or show up in an outburst

I may with anger seethe

I’ve now had a good cry

My face is leaking, red

Once I clear it all up

I’ll pretend I’m well instead

Till the next time see you

In the cracks of my heart

I’ll keep my happy face on

And this mess from you apart

Just know that I love you

Don’t take this hiding wrong

I’m scared of you hating me

Because I am not strong


Short Spurts #49

I feel too depressed to continue work

I don’t know whom I should tell

My boss would be disappointed 

Everyone at home would yell

I promised to keep it secret from some 

Whom I used to speak openly to

I guess when it becomes too much

I’ll cry my heart out in the loo

If that too doesn’t help me

I’ll take a blade and make a cut

As long as everyone believes I’m fine

My feelings within I’ll attempt to shut